You can't really read this and think you know me so here's what i'll do, here are my messengers: Yahoo: leesi_clarno, MSN:AvaloNevaeH@hotmail.com, and my AIM is AvaloNevaeH and you can talk to me on that and really get to know me. I dont get on MSN or Yahoo much so don't count on it. I'm a very social person and i can't think of one enemy i may have. I never judge you for appearances, what you like, what your beliefs are or where you stand in life. If i tease you or pick on you or give you a ridiculous nickname, it's usually a good sign that you're in my good graces. I love women that are fighters and make a stand for what they believe in. Women like Jenn Rivell, Angelina Jolie, Adrianne Curry, Alanis Morrisette, and Shirley Manson are awesome to me. I hate being prissy and i can't stand girls that are. I can't stand it when girls act like they're scared of everything and just go to things like football games to talk to their friends. I dunno, i'm not a girly girl, i'm a real tomboy and wont change my beliefs or the way i act for any man period! I believe whatever makes you happy is all that matters and anyone else's opinion is meaningless. I somehow learned how to give great advice but never really listen to it myself. I think I learned it mostly through prayer, and my friends that made an affect on me and taught a lesson through my life especially my best friends. I am a christian and whenever things dont go right in my life, which 90% of the time is the way it is, I do my best to turn to God and let him deal with it the way he sees fit. I think stature in a relationship between friends is pointless, and i like to take my friendships as individuals, if my friends have a conflict between them, i stay out of it and it becomes just me and that person rather than me and the both of them. Also you wont find a bigger Red Hot Chili Peppers fan than me, and if you can, I wanna meet them cuz that's one awesome human being. Favorites: Red Hot Chili Peppers, the reason they’re my favorite is that they helped me through a lot of hard times in my life. Not only that but they helped me in finding myself through their lyrics and music. As far as I’m concerned they are the best band to ever walk the earth, they’ve been through so much crap and came out of it still jamming while staying honest to themselves. That’s admirable. RHCP *kiss*. Other than that, Bam Margera, Johnny Knoxville, Pete Wentz, gummies, Elephants, Jim Carrey, Robin Williams, Fall Out Boy, my cell phone, the color red, Starbucks, Aerosmith, scary movies like really scary twisted movies, funny meaningless movies aka monty python, action movies are a big thing with me along with the occasional chick flick, All American Rejects, Ryan Reynolds, Carlos Santana's guitar playing is so unbelievable and incredible to me, the friends I have that are artisticly gifted are the ones I especially admire most, mainly Jake and Jordan, men in uniform whether it's doctor, army, police, firemen, whatev are so sexy to me simply because they are dedicating and risking their lives for a cause other than their own, they dont know these people but are willing to die for them or save their life & that's hawt, guys in black eyeliner, guys with bangs, men with texas accents, austrailian accents, french accents, irish accents & italian accents lol, TALL MEN ARE MY WEAKNESS!, full lips, good tans and no tan lines giyad i hate that, pictures whether it's taking or being taken or just watching how they develop is awesome to me, massage and everything about it and the branches that are linked to it, the smell of lavender, Jackass and being a Jackass and being friends with Jackasses, finding friends i haven't seen in years, my book Scar Tissue, guys in bands, taking drives just to enjoy the simple things in life like the wind on your hands, and mi familia, especially my relatives in Louisiana and my big sister :)

I'm in love with the following: Massage, History, Planning, Kids, Traveling, Movie Nights and Music. I love history so of course I'm a big history buff. I massage when i'm bored or stressed or nervous or worried about someone or something. Massage Therapy and Music are my 2 big passions in life, they keep me going. I also love to sing, anywhere i go i'm singing. I like makin a fool out of myself b/c peoples opinions mean nothing to me and i figure if i'm gonna live my life then i'm going to live MY life. I like to write and let my imagination go wild. I like partying with my friends, but i'm not a big clubber. Pictures are my favorite! I could blow my whole paycheck on just pictures, and hopefully someday maybe i'll make a profit off them, but ofcourse like all my other career dreams, it's not about the money, well except for bartending than it is all about the $$ =) Hanging with my gurls and chattin with my guys are my 2 favorite things to do.

I guess my favorites change all the time but if i had to say my top choices in music are Red Hot Chili Peppers, Green Day, Aerosmith, Fall Out Boy and Garbage. Im pretty flexible when it comes to music cuz I think to only like one genre is to be very close minded, but I am a die hard old school classic metal hard rock fan, and Im not talking about bands that stick out 2 fingers, wear black and call themselves a rock band. No i'm talking about true, hardcore, heavy metal and Aerosmith is a the best example of that. Aerosmith was actually my first real taste of heavy metal and ever since i've loved the genre so that's why I love Aerosmith =) Another band that made their mark in Rock, and in my heart, is The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Never have i heard such funk rock as them and they've been around since the late 80's which is even cooler. I think that Anthony Keidis not only has better with aged his looks but his lyrics as well, i've never known of a more beautiful invidvidual as he and i dont jus mean his warrior body or angelic face, it's his spirit, heart, & peronality that makes him beautiful to me. I love that he thinks his voice isn't good when realy it's one of the best i'v ever heard. His voice i unlike any other in a way that when you har a good singer it's someone singing the song well where as when out hear anthony's you actually hear him. I've been infatuated with him since i was 13 what do you want from me? All of them actually are very inpirational, Flea with his energy and personality, Anthony with his honesty and love for mother earth, John for his wisdom and beautiful aura and Chad who's beautifully just Chad and it's very rare can you not compare a person to someone else so being able to describe Chad as just Chad, that's awesome.lol. Scartissue, Otherside and Under the Bridge are both songs that will always always have a very special place in my heart. Another favorite is Green Day. Everytime i listen to their old songs, i'm reminded of days when i didn't have to worry about anything and instead i could just live with no complications. Better times then. Fall Out Boy actually has a very big place in my heart simply because they were the first actual concert that I went to. I've been to plenty of Christian concerts but other than that, nadda until Black Clouds and Underdogs tour. Out of all the bands that played there, FOB stood out to me the most, I saw how much hard work and dedication they put into their band and their music and that energy just filled up the entire audience. I also found it very awesome how Pete Wentz in the middle of the concerts told girls they didn't have to flash them to get their attention but instead pick up a guitar or join a band. Also when he asked the crowd not to keep pushin forward, even though it was like an hour late for that, thanks anyways petey =) A new band that's starting to become a favorite of mine is Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. FINALLY a band that sings about real issues, as you can tell in the song Face Down. Great sound, great vocals, great lyrics, sending out a message, that's high marks in my book. Best bands of all time pertaining to REAL rock, Aerosmith, Bon Jovi, Poison, Nirvana my god it brings a tear to my eye cuz they are both one of the greatest rock tragedies and revolutionaries of our time. Kurt Cobain was like a breath of fresh air, everything about him was amazing. The lyrics are unbelievable and it's like you can feel Kurt's very soul when he sings them. I'm not sure what it really was about Kurt or if you can even put it into words but it's like you listened to him and loved him with every word he said, it became apparent when he died and the whole world suffered, not just the music world who would never be gifted with Kurt's lyrics or voice ever again. Kurt Cobain RIP. Eagles, The Doors, Lynard Skynard, KISS everyone knows a KISS song whether you're a fan or not and it takes an amazing band to have that kind of power, ACDC, Boston was probably the cleanest rock and roll band there ever was but c'mon "More Than A Feelin" you can't get any better than that song especially the guitar solo and the pure magnitude of his voice, Alice Effin Cooper!, Pink Floyd, Almost everything you hear today that is rock is descended from Led Zepplin, Journey, Guns and Roses, Im not a big Metallica fan or Rolling Stones but they are fine examples of real rock, Whitesnake, ZZ Top, Ozzy Osbourne, Jimi Hendrix reached into his soul to get those notes and you could really feel the power of them everytime he played and ironically (not many know this) he was only a one hit wonder!, Twisted Sister, The Cure, Van Halen had awesome music and one of the most awesome front men and guitar players of all time, Warrant, Heart, A lot of bands would not exist without Black Sabbath, Alice in Chains, you can say what you want about Queen but they are amazing simply cuz Freddy Mercury had the most beautifully haunting voice. It drew you in and wouldn't let you go & to this day Bohemian Rhapsody is one of the best recordings in the history of rock and roll, Steppenwolf, Kid Rock, Quite Riot, Blue Oyster Cult, Faith No More who actually aren't in good with Red Hot Chili Peppers cuz the front man tried to steal Anthony's style but Epic is still an awesome song!, Thin Lizzy, Smashing Pumpkins, Scorpions, Billy Idol, The Clash, Foreinger, Bob Seger, The Kinks, Ted Nugent (Uncle Ted), Stone Temple Pilots, Tommy Lee by himself is awesome but Motley Crue rox, Frank Zappa, Rob Zombie, Def Leppard, Iggy Pop, Cheap Trick, Iron Maiden, Deep Purple, Pearl Jam, The Ramones, Cream, Soundgarden and Audioslave are even for me cuz Chris Cornell is a genius that can hit notes beyond belief and it doesn't hurt that he's hawt, Sex Pistols are the band for any rebellious or anarchist soul, The Who, Garbage, God Bless Shirley Manson! I normally don't like female front singers of bands but Shirley was awesome and did it with enough class to still pull off the bad rebel type, Atreyu, and Carlos Santana. Carlos Santanas guitar playing is the best in the world and no one can match it or even try to. The man is a musical God and only his guitar playing has that certain little affect on me, plus I really admire it lol. That's my choice in jams, hardcore rock. Bands that are right below that stature of rock that I love are Fall Out Boy, Nickleback, SR71, Green Day, Red Hot Chili Peppers, John MayerThe Used, My Chemical Romance, Hawthorne Heights, Evanesence, Northstar, Coheed and Cambria, Oleander, AFI, Ludo, Foo Fighters, Muse. The women I admire in the music business are in this order Alanis Morissette, Shirley Manson of Garbage, Nancy Wilson of the band Heart is probably one of the best guiatr players i have ever heard and she's a chick, Joan Jett, Bonnie Raitt, Lita Ford, Pat Benetar, Janis Joplin, Stevie Nicks, Carly Simon, (THE OLD) Jewel, Mary J. Blige, and Sheryl Crow. Bands that I just think are awesome and are in no particular order HIM, CKY, John Mayer, The Vincent Black Shadow, All American Rejects, Sense Field, Blood Hound Gang, The Verve (RIP), Crossfade, Incubus, Our Lady Peace, Staind, Linkin Park, Bright Eyes, So They Say, Gorillaz, Creed, Breaking Bejamin, Maroon 5, Papa Roach, Placebo, Armor For Sleep, Jamison Park, Toad The Wet Sprocket (RIP), Oasis, Coldplay, Death Cab For Cutie, Panic! At the Disco, Motion City Soundtrack, Taking Back Sunday, She Wants Revenge, Panic! At the Disco, In Another Life, (OLD) Cleverint, Harvard Bound, Switchfoot, Audio Adrenaline, Anberlin, Kutless, Toby Mac, Third Day, Rebecca St. James, Cedars, Mercy Me, Jennifer Knapp, Jeremy Camp, Bethany Dillon, Casting Crowns, Kenny Chesney, Faith Hill, Tim McGraw, Sara Evans, Trace Adkins, Cross Canadian Ragweed, John Cougar Mellancamp, Garth Brooks, Rascal Flatts, Dierks Bently, Sugarland, Gary Allen, Rick Springfield, see how I vary haha I like oldies a lot, I was raised on country and christian, contemporary is awesome, Alternative is my number 1 choice, i'm an 80's music fan freak and I have heavy metal in my blood.

I'm a big movie person. To me, a perfect date would be a movie night at each others houses and falling asleep on the couch. Here's my top 10: 1. Robin Hood Prince of Thieves, 2. Good Will Hunting, 3. Princess Bride, 4. Boondock Saints, 5. Willow, 6. Carrie, 7. The Crow, 8. Batman, 9. Angus, 10. The Usual Suspects. My favorite type of humor is obnoxious and clever which is why I love the Jackass movies and anything with Robin Williams & Johnny Depp. Angelina Jolie is my hero so anything with her in it I love as well. I dunno I'll watch pretty much anything, but i love mostly watching stuff I watched as a kid, movies that inspire and 80's movies. =)

Jackass, Viva La Bam, Wildboyz, I love FUSE! Anything on Fuse especially Stevens Untitled Rock Show and Uranium. MTV BLOWS!!! VH1 isn't all that bad though when it comes to shows. I especially love VH1 countdowns and shows like Hogan Knows Best (Whatcha gonna do brother haha) and My Fair Brady. I miss The Osbournes and Friends. Seinfeld and Everybody Loves Raymond are 2 of the greatest shows ever! I also love real shows like Extreme Makeover Home Edition. I LOVE countdowns and the countdowns i like the most are either music or any on the Travel Channel. FAMILY GUY is awesome, i wuv STEWIE!

Scartissue and The Unusual Suspect are the best books i've ever read! I recommend them to anyone who has regrets and is looking for their true self. The Outsiders, Wait For Me, 13, The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe, Rachel's Tears, This Is Your Time, The Martyr's Torch, Sounder, Carrie and I Know What You Did Last Summer.